not being a floormat.

I cannot understand why I am unable to find someone who cares as much as I do. I cannot understand why I seem to fall so unexplainably for someone who cannot give to me the same affection.

 

Do I not deserve to be loved as much as I love others? I always give others all of me, all of my heart. All I want is for my love to be returned in equal measure. Is that too much to ask for?

Is it so easy to disregard my feelings, to throw them to one side and to forget them? Why does it seem that everything and everybody is more important than I am?

 

I am done. I want someone who deserves my love and wont underestimate its value.