Being comfy

This weekend started very stressful. I did something I had never done before... I invited a man to sleep over at my house. Not sleep over as in sex, but a weekend visit for just the two of us.

I invited him... I still cannot believe it. It feels so wrong, but I like him. Therefore, I gathered all my nerve and popped the question before I could talk myself out of it. I spent the entire day waiting for a response. One slow passing, agonizing day. 

That evening after he read it, he drove me insane. Talking around the question, I felt like strangling him. Eventually I dragged an answer out of him. He was coming. I didn't know whether I should be relieved or even more nervous.

I ended up sleeping very badly during Friday night. I anxiously await his arrival on Saturday, but as luck would have it. He was delayed multiple times only arriving at my house late the Saturday afternoon.

I did not really know what to expect, but fortunately we had a lovely time. I feel so comfortable with him. We spent the afternoon chatting and eventually made our way to Paternoster, where we ate at a lovely pizzeria. It feels like I have known him forever. I feel like I can share anything with him.

After finishing at the restaurant we made our way down Paternoster's beach.  We talked about music and our hobbies. We sat looking out over the ocean and looked at the star. Then we returned to my home to watch movies until midnight. It was marvelous.

He slept in while I was up early. I showered, made myself coffee and got comfy on the couch. I ended up drifting off and was woken by hm tickling my feet. The  conversation picked up and we talked some much that we were too late to have breakfast at a restaurant like we had planned on doing the previous evening. I, therefore, made fritada and toast. We then ended up right back on the couch to watch yet another movie. 

It was just such a comfortable day and I ended up falling asleep with my head on his lap. The dastardly joker that he is he let me sleep a while only to wake me by bothering me until I woke up. I was totally mortified, while he sat with laughter in his eyes. The day seems to have rushed past too fast and before I knew what happened it was over.

I really hope he'll come visit me again really soon.😄